I’m waiting on my wife at the Dr office. Spunky and I are entertaining people as they go by. (Spunky is our diva dog). I have been a royal ass the last few days. I know that my attitude is changing but I don’t know if it is result of the abilify or the bipolar bullshit.
I’m still having trouble thinking of myself bipolar. In fact, it makes me angry! Perhaps this is a part of what bipolar is. ..anyone have some insight to share?
if bp is the key, is taking the abilify at a low dose causing it to manifest? If so I might go to the Dr to adjust the stuff. In the meantime I’m going to try to moderate my attitude the best I can. I hate taking new drugs, seeing new Dr’s and new therapists… it seems to always upset my system, dysfunctional as it might be.
Okay, this is day 4..