**Trigger Warning **
in the darkness of depression, only the depths are my companion. It speaks me, telling me that it is all that I need. The blackness reminds me that I have tried all of the usual things, but now only it is there to soothe me. While the thoughts race around inside my head, trying to put sense to it all, it let’s me cry a tear or two. There is no need to wail. The darkness is there.