Today was a good day, I got out of bed at the usual time: noon. This has become a habit these days. I just don’t have anything to get up for these days. I’ve never been a morning person but now I would sleep continuously if it were possible. This can be a symptom of depression but I don’t feel particularly depressed, I just don’t care.
Recently I’ve been job searching. I even have an employment service to help me in my search but now I’m just not all that interested. My health is stable. I love that phrase. Stable means unchanging and that it is indeed. No changes in ten years despite my search for answers to daily pain and other issues. I went to a”pain clinic” they just don’t deal with severe abdominal pain. Too bad. I would like to regain my desire to live again.